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| Proximately the moment of seizing the contingency of concocting a conundrum of collosal conceptions onto a single clean sheet. Melodramatic, monstrous, meticulous is a mind which fabricates at momentums of myriad motions.
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| I've been narrow minded, and can't see past what my eyes tell my brain to conceive. I am learning to love myself because only love for me can cure my fictitious disease i carry inside my heart which i can literally feel eating away my soul. I'm so happy that you asked, and please do not be flustered by my emotional words b/c pessimism is really a killer. Self image is so much looked upon in our lifes because of mtv, models, plethora of beauty in men and women. Some people have everything: looks, brains, personality which many of us envy in a self destructing way like myself. Like my friend tommy said, humans are born with a natural infatuation of beautiful things, but it's so sad sometimes. | | |
| i'm figuring it out now. figuring out who i'm supposed to be. but i think i'm still far away from finding it. i'm slowly coming back and i can feel it through my actions lately. it's still in me, in my head but i've been suppressing it. All i need to do is say whatever is in my head
every second and i'll be back to normal in no time. Bad thoughts buzzing
through neurons in my brain, and i'm steadily taking control of each synapses. agression is the way to go for me right now haha. fucker. said it and meant it. anyone against me is my enemy and i will bring them down, except if I started it first. Open minded and non judgemental is the way to life, but hard for me at the moment b/c of scarring and naivity of handling connected situations. 20 years old now, realize life is getting shorter every year i gain. 10 years until 30, which is not that bad, but i have to do as much as i can for that decade, cuz 30 is pretty old. what do i do for the next decade? waste more years going to school, getting a job, earn a reputation, summer school, korean school, and get settled at 30 years old? too much schooling, and too little enjoyment in life right now. Pessimistic, let's be optimistic. Think positive, always, Always. Don't care what other people think..... overused but too true. speak your mind and you will be heard. Fears of new situations that's never been experienced creates negativity and pessimistic views... so improvise, no...
be true and you'll be fine. you'll be Fine :). Idols are useless. it only critique yourself. I am better than anyone. I love myself more than anyone except God. One life is all i get? will i want to live eternally in heaven? will i get bored living forever? what will i do in heaven? what will be my purpose there... I trust in my Father. Everything will be okay. He will take care of us.
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